in response to liza's most recent entry...i feel the same. except i feel as though everyone else grew up while i wasnt looking and im still stuck in my la-la land. too much effort needs to be put into my life to meet expectations. thats probably why i smoke so much..to get away from expectations. im LOOKING for happiness, when nothing is going to come to me unless i make it. if u want soemthing done you have to do it yourself. everyone grew up behind my back, and i gotta catch up on my own. i just feel like im in this alone, and no one really ever understands.
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lanzie) wrote,
