lanzie (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} lanzie) wrote,@ 2006-03-20 15:49:00 |
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revelations part duex
so i was sitting in research writing, zoning out after some bitch kid chuckled at my research paper topic (i laughed openly at his), and i started thinking about the beginning of the school year. when none of us KNEW eachother at all. when "donkey punching" was the funniest thing in the world. when we laughed often. think about it. september through december was some of the best times of our lives. we laughed whole-heartedly all the time. everything was funny. now we're comfortable enough with each other to name call, and close enough to voice honest opinions. we dont laugh as often, because we dont have to. we no longer have to make an impression, because they've already been formed. relationships between people and within the group are set. theres the reliable ones, the ditzy ones, the ones just there for entertainment, the ones that are strong and the ones that are weak. the ones that hold everything together, and the ones that float in and out. there are the ones that are open and the ones that close them selves off. the ones that speak their mind, and the ones that keep everything in. im not saying who falls into these categories, and more than one can fit for each person. but im sure you all can figure it out.
lets laugh more often, you guys. i cant remember the last time i had a really good laugh (other than when ive been high, but that doesnt count in this context). lets laugh at stupid things like donking punching and hudini's and lets laugh at other stuff, like how stupid we are sometimes. lets laugh at the drama. the way we act. the things we say. lets laugh at awkward moments and awkward people. lets laugh at the rediculous amount of weed i smoke, and maggies impressions of rya backer. lets laugh at keegans funny stories, and liza's way of finding the perfect words or phrases for every situation. we all need a little higher dose of rodney at his finest. lets just LAUGH at STUPID SHIT! every day doesnt have to be our last day living. we're too solemn, too "emo". im an actress, i dont need the extra drama. i love you all. but i love your smiles more.
so i was sitting in research writing, zoning out after some bitch kid chuckled at my research paper topic (i laughed openly at his), and i started thinking about the beginning of the school year. when none of us KNEW eachother at all. when "donkey punching" was the funniest thing in the world. when we laughed often. think about it. september through december was some of the best times of our lives. we laughed whole-heartedly all the time. everything was funny. now we're comfortable enough with each other to name call, and close enough to voice honest opinions. we dont laugh as often, because we dont have to. we no longer have to make an impression, because they've already been formed. relationships between people and within the group are set. theres the reliable ones, the ditzy ones, the ones just there for entertainment, the ones that are strong and the ones that are weak. the ones that hold everything together, and the ones that float in and out. there are the ones that are open and the ones that close them selves off. the ones that speak their mind, and the ones that keep everything in. im not saying who falls into these categories, and more than one can fit for each person. but im sure you all can figure it out.
lets laugh more often, you guys. i cant remember the last time i had a really good laugh (other than when ive been high, but that doesnt count in this context). lets laugh at stupid things like donking punching and hudini's and lets laugh at other stuff, like how stupid we are sometimes. lets laugh at the drama. the way we act. the things we say. lets laugh at awkward moments and awkward people. lets laugh at the rediculous amount of weed i smoke, and maggies impressions of rya backer. lets laugh at keegans funny stories, and liza's way of finding the perfect words or phrases for every situation. we all need a little higher dose of rodney at his finest. lets just LAUGH at STUPID SHIT! every day doesnt have to be our last day living. we're too solemn, too "emo". im an actress, i dont need the extra drama. i love you all. but i love your smiles more.
